book meme!

May. 6th, 2026 11:36 am
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borrowed from [personal profile] falkner

This week I'm reading: I'm currently not reading anything, but am seriously thinking of borrowing the audiobook for the Murderbot novel I'm currently on. I own the ebooks and tried reading them, and normally do not have an issue with ebooks, but Kevin R. Free (Murderbot's narrator) is SO GOOD that I felt something was missing when I was reading the ebook. So yes. I think I'm on the third book? Not sure.

My favorite book of all time is: I don't have just one, but I can point to some from my childhood that made an impact on me: "Scruffy", the "Wrinkle in Time" series, "Where the Red Fern Grows"

My current favorite book (read or re-read in the last 3 months) is: I recently reread To Say Nothing of the Dog by Connie Willis, which was a delight. It's got some mystery to it and even knowing the solution to the "mystery", it was fun to reread to see how they got to the conclusion.

The last book I bought was: Physical? The Final Fantasy XVI tie-in book Logos. Digital? A Gentleman's Gentleman by TJ Alexander. I haven't read the first yet, but I quite enjoyed the romance novel! Hadn't read the author before, but the book was on a list of Best Romances of the Century So Far, and it sounded like a fun romp. Glad I gave it a try!

The first book I bought with my own money was: I have no idea. I do have memories of buying the "Mr." books, like "Mr. Happy", when I was young (I had a large collection of them) but was that the first? Who knows! We had book fairs at school from an early age and I would have ordered some through there, but that might not have been with my own money.

The first book I received as a gift was: Oh, probably long before this, but I got "A Wrinkle in Time" trilogy for my First Communion and it was very formative for me. I doubt this was the first book I got, but it's the first I REMEMBER getting.

The last book I received as a gift was: Final Fantasy XV: The Dawn of the Future. I need to read it...

The last book I borrowed from the library was: A Princess in Theory by Alyssa Cole. I didn't get very far into it, but that was NOT the fault of the book but rather me. The last four books I had read were all historical-based fiction, and it was a shock to the system to be reading a contemporary.

This or that:
Physical book, e-book, or audio: Yes? Preference for ebook these days, but I'll do any format
Used, new, or fell off the back of the internet: Prefer new
Fiction or non-fiction: Fiction
Read at a coffee shop or at the park:Coffee Shop
Paperback or hardcover: It's been a while since I read a physical book, so I dunno.
Romance or Crime: ROMANCE!

Yes or no:
Literary fiction? NO
Sci-fi/fantasy? YES!!!
Poetry? Eh, not really
Memoirs? Sure
Philosophy? No
Thrillers? Yes
Chronicles? ???
Travel logs? Yup
Dialogue heavy? Yes

March and April 2026 Books

May. 6th, 2026 09:49 am
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Five books read in March and six in April. I know I said in an earlier entry I wanted to read a little more slowly and more thoughtfully this year, and it started well, with me only reading five books each in January and February but having actual thoughts about them. But for the last couple months reading has been frustrating, and the slowness is not due to reading thoughtfully but because I'm bored and not reading at all for long stretches. I've been reluctant to DNF anything because none of the books have been bad (although April ended with a splat, see reviews below), and I think the problem is me. I can blame working long hours, but even when I have free time I rarely use that time to read. I'm hoping I can get past this slump soon. I probably just need to be more aggressive about DNFing stuff I'm not having fun reading.

Previous books posts:
Books 1-7 (January)
Books 8-14 (February)

15. No Gods, No Monsters by Cadwell Turnbull - 2 stars )

16. An African History of Africa by Zeinab Badawi - 3.5 stars )

17. The Lies of the Ajungo by Moses Ote Utomi - 4.5 stars )

18. The Killing Moon by N.K. Jemisin - 3.5 stars )

19. The Monster by Seth Dickinson - 3 stars )

20. Tell Me an Ending by Jo Harkin - 3 stars )

21. Tom Lake by Ann Patchett - 5 stars )

22. J is for Justice by Sue Grafton - 4 stars )

23. The Curator by Owen King - 2.5 stars )

24. Five Broken Blades by Mai Corland - 2 stars )

25. Mad Honey by Jodi Picoult and Jennifer Finney Boylan - 2 stars (Spoilers for pretty much all of it) )

I have survived!

May. 5th, 2026 08:41 am
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I am way behind on everything, but I am happy to report that our trip to the mountains was in fact very lovely and a huge success. The weather held and so we were able to complete our planned hike from the Grandfather Mountain Extension Trail to Calloway Peak, as well as go out the next day to check out trails on the east side of the park.

I am having troubling finding the weight of words to describe how amazing the hikes were. The trail to Calloway Peak is an advanced trail with lots of exposed ridgeline, slippery runs supported by cables, soooo much boulder scrambling, a "chute" that is a steep slide of rockface that involves hand-over-hand scrambling (that I failed to get photos of because I wanted to not die), and 17 ladders that help climbers along the trail and access the various peaks (MacCrae, Attic Window, Calloway), tunnels, and viewpoints along the way. Sometimes the ladders are vertical, sometimes they are horizontal, sometimes they have fun angles in the middle. Sometimes you are basically scrambling on hands and feet across the edge of a rock face with nothing between you and the wild glory of the Blue Ridge. (Side note: a very large number of rocks required hiking my feet well above hip height to scramble, so I am very glad for mobility exercises.) +4 )

The trail is breathtaking, but the work to get up it will teach you something about yourself. I have always loved climbing (trees, rocks, fences, you name it) but there were even moments here where I wondered briefly if I was in over my head. +2 )

My photos do not do it justice. There is so much fir that parts of the trail smell like Christmas, while early blooms of mountain laurel, bluots, sand myrtle, and jewelweed, among others, sprout around and through rocks. +1 )

We ended up climbing 2,191 feet of elevation to arrive at Calloway, which is 5,946 ft about sea level. We stopped to have lunch on MacCrae peak along the way, so it took us about 4 hours to reach Calloway - luckily we were able to scramble down at a much faster 2.5 hours, and we opted on that route to take the Underwild trail to avoid having to retreat down a few of the more challenging ladders in reverse. However, even the Underwild is its own beast of navigating trails that are little more than an assortment of rocks to pick through.

The view from Calloway Peak (5,946 ft above sea level)
The view from Calloway Peak

The full album of photos from the Grandfather Trail is here.

The next day we had been expecting rain and cold temperatures. The cold temperatures remained but the chance of rain dropped to zero, so we headed out to the pick up the east side trails via the Asusti and Tanawha trails, cutting over to the west on the Nuwati, south along the ridgeline on the Cragway until Flat Rock, and then looping back on the Daniel Boone Scout and Tanawha trails. The Asusti, Tanawha, and Nuwati trails reminded me very much of the creekside trails of Stone Mountain, but once we reached the Cragway we were in for another strenuous climb along a rocky ridgeline. That day was partly overcast, and as we climbed we would get warmer, then pause to bundle up as the winds picked up and the clouds cleared out. But the Cragway views looked almost autumnal, thanks to the early color of budding trees. It was hard to believe we were only about 2 miles from Calloway Peak.

A view from the Cragway - I love all the budding tree color!
A view of the colors of the Cragway.
+1" )

While this was a significantly easier hike (only about 700 ft of elevation gain), we still had lots of good opportunities to run around on rocky peaks, interspersed with groves of rhodendron and azalea. We stopped to have lunch along a Crag, before making our way to the next vista.+1" )

The Cragway eventually takes you to Flat Rock, which is, as promised, a large, flat rock overlooking the valley. Trees have grown up around it, but if you find the right spots you can still get a decent view. +2" )

The full album of photos from the Nuwati-Cragway-Tanawha loop is here.

We eventually made our way back to our cabin (which was also lovely, it sat on 12 acres and had a lovely little creek, many beautiful trees, including my favorite tulip populars, and even a perfect rock ledge of its own), where we were able to soak back in some warmth.

All in all, we felt very accomplished. For myself - I can't explain, but being in the mountains, surrounded by the wild...it always feels like coming home. The beauty there brings me to tears every time, and I just feel more a part of everything. There is also something to just soaking up nature and clean yummy mountain air and stretching your body in fun and challenging ways under the sun and clouds and sky. Especially with the one you love. We were sad to leave, but are still thinking about it and already thinking about our next big excursion. I may be talking about it a while.

May you be well, may you be loved, may you be at peace, may you find beauty in any given moment. ♥

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1. one creative thing I did today



Saturday: Gathered projects to take along to an outing, and thought about knitted tee
Sunday: Did more swatching on the knitted tee, and washed the swatch
Monday: Measured gauge on washed swatch, and considered new yarn/new gauge tools but did not order any.

2. one thing I'm proud of today



Saturday: I streamed that evening after I got home from seeing [personal profile] goody_scrivener
Sunday: I made a to-do list and did most things on the list, including cleaning my room some! (If you know me, you know this is a big accomplishment)
Monday: Did more work after I got home from therapy, even though I wanted to just play on the internet. Also, played some FFT!

3. video game progress



Saturday: leveling progress on an FFXI alt, streamed new alliance raid in FFXIV
Sunday: more leveling progress in FFXI, and EFC's birthday party in FFXIV
Monday: Played some FFT! didn't get much done because of liveblogging, but folks! Activation energy is HARD for me, so I am very proud that I turned the thing on and played some at ALL.

music meme? music meme!

May. 4th, 2026 10:28 pm
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[personal profile] althea_valara
Doing this mostly for the LOLs. Stolen from [personal profile] thatjustwontbreak

Songs
Last song I listened to: Band: Hic Svnt Leones by The Primals (from the "Forge Ahead" arrangement album of FFXIV songs)
Favorite song ever: The one that comes to mind right now is "Sometimes When We Touch" by Dan Hill, because yeah, that refrain? I WANT THAT.
Current song on repeat: By choice? Don't have one. But Apple Music really likes to play FFXIV's "Oblivion" for me, both the original version and the "Let It Go" version. Good thing I like the song! Funny thing is that I didn't like Oblivion for months at first, but then it grew on me and now I love it.
Song that reminds me of my childhood (positive, I actually enjoy getting reminded of this): Elvira!
Song that reminds me of my first crush (romantic or platonic): ....I got nothin'
Song that reminds me of a person important to me now: ....again, I got nothin'
I love this song I will add it to playlists for no reason: "Breezy" from Final Fantasy VIII. It's so calming to me!
I love this song and I wish I could listen to it again for the first time: hmm, first that comes to mind is the piano version of "Heroes" from FFXIV: Heavensward
A playlist about me would start with this song: "Dynamis", from FFXIV:Endwalker. I find the song breathtakingly beautiful and hopeful. I like to think that I am a beautiful and hopeful person. Maybe?

Artists
My top 5 artists of all time are: Nobuo Uematsu, Masayoshi Soken (one of these days I'll remember how to spell Masayoshi without having to look it up), Naoshi Mizuta, Yoko Shimomura, Noriyasu Agematsu
My current top 5 is (current rotation for the last month or so): Wait, top five artists? Because Apple Music has mostly been about Soken-san's music lately... which I do love a LOT but I'm starting to wish for other FF music to play.
When I want to feel at home I listen to: Um, this is still the artist section, so... Naoshi Mizuta? Thinking specifically of "The Republic of Bastok", because Bastok is my HOME in a way that Gridania and Ul'dah aren't.
When I want to feel somewhere else I listen to: Uematsu-san, specifically "Silence and Motion" from Final Fantasy VIII
Last artist I discovered: Terry:D who does piano arrangements of Final Fantasy music. I quite liked them!

Albums
Last album I listened to: Forge Ahead (arrangements from FFXIV: Endwalker and other songs)
Favorite album of all time: FFXI: Rise of the Zilart tied with Distant Worlds (the first)
Comfort album that I listen to to feel better: Not an album, but a playlist of calming songs. Heavy on the FFVIII because that was my favorite soundtrack at the time I made the playlist, but also features the exquisitely beautiful "Brothers" from the original Fullmetal Alchemist soundtrack
Album I'd pay to listen to again for the first time: hmm, probably Shadowbringers?
Album that reminds me of my teenage years: CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE new kids on the block
Album I would love to listen to live from start to finish: Shadowbringers
Last album I bought: "Endwalker", digitally on iTunes. I own the BluRay but the only Bluray player I have is my PS4 and that's a pain to deal with, so now I can listen to it whenever I want.
Last album I received as a gift: ???? it's been YEARS. probably not since my twenties?
Last album I recommended: Dawntrail, probably? For "Smile". I like that song.
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Okay, so I let a lot of time go between the first session and this one. That's because it was UNCOMFY playing at my sister's house. I had to sit on the bed and crane my neck to see the TV, and it was hard on my thighs to keep me perched on the bed, plus when I was writing my thoughts down, I twisted my whole body to use the laptop. NOT FUN.

So I decided to wait until I was home. Well, I got home last week but didn't bother to hook my Switch back up until tonight, oops. But it's hooked up now, and I am determined to play for a bit.

Got the Switch displayed on my main monitor, and Dreamwidth on my second monitor. I'm all set. LET'S GO!

SPOILERS )
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I Promised (433 words) by ziazippy5379
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Relationships: Alec Hardison/Parker/Eliot Spencer
Characters: Eliot Spencer (Leverage), Parker (Leverage), Alec Hardison
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Last words, Angst, no happy ending
Series: Part 5 of Soulmate Fics, Part 6 of Leverage Dying Moments
Summary:

A world where your soulmate's last words are written on you.

Eliot knows it's time.

another 3-sentence surprise

May. 4th, 2026 07:33 pm
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Daria, Daria & Jane, At the 10 year High School reunion.

the fill is more female slash than i wanted, but just mentioned & not shown.
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Set Apart (314 words) by tsukinofaerii
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dragonriders of Pern - McCaffrey, Marvel
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fusion
Series: Part 1 of Brown Rider
Summary:

A dragonrider can never go home.

Last Scene (160 words) by Zit

May. 4th, 2026 01:21 am
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Last Scene (160 words) by Zit
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: James Bond (Craig Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James Bond/Q
Characters: James Bond, Q (James Bond)
Additional Tags: Angst, Drabble, Hanahaki Disease, Character Death, no happy ending, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Not Beta Read, We Die Like James Bond

friday 5; outdoors

May. 1st, 2026 11:31 pm
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These questions were written by [personal profile] pebbleinalake .

1. Do you like to spend time outdoors?
no.

2. What is your favorite flower?
i'm not sure i have one.

3. Any favorite warm weather activities?

staying inside.

4. Have you ever kept a garden? If so, what did you grow?
a long time ago we (our mom, mostly) had a vegetable garden with the usual stuff; tomatoes, corn, onions, green peppers, potatoes, etc. & a flower garden with sunflowers, marigolds, pansies and some kind of wildflower mix (according the the seed packet).

5. Do you know how to swim?

no. fat floats though.
i suppose i "know" in theory; we had a 9-week semester of swimming in freshman & sophomore years of high school.


more answers here at [community profile] thefridayfive

3W4DW Day 7 Check-in

May. 1st, 2026 10:40 pm
althea_valara: An icon of the Iron Giant mount from Final Fantasy XI. It's made up of separate cylinders in a humanoid shape. One of my Elvaan alts, Amalberga, is perched on its shoulder. She's wearing the White Mage artifact gear. (FFXI alt 1)
[personal profile] althea_valara

1. one creative thing I did today



I saw a movie!

No, wait, hear me out: you may be thinking that this isn't an action of personal creativity, and you're not wrong, but creativity needs to be nurtured and fed. A lot of the reasons I write fluffy fanfic is that I just don't have the necessary experiences to write anything else. I need more experiences! And that could be through living live myself, or it could mean by consuming media.

It is rare I watch movies these days. I don't particularly like movie theaters, for one, and for two, movies tend to be long enough that my mind wanders. But today's movie was good, and I mostly stay focused the whole time! It was also a more comfy setting for me, being at my local library rather than a theater.

I went on mom's behest, but once she told me what the movie was about I went "OOOH!" because I knew I'd like it. We say Rental Family with Brendan Fraiser, and it takes place in Japan (<3!) which is relevant to my interests. I enjoyed it! Not as much as seeing Barbie or Wicked, both of which we also saw at the library, but it was a good movie and I was glad I went.

2. one thing I'm proud of today



I listened to my body and fed it when it was hungry, and napped when I was tired. Otherwise... well, the day was rather lost with going out to breakfast this morning with mom, then movie, then home, then a late lunch, then FLOP on bed, then dinner, then streaming.

I also did not overly freak when something anxiety-provoking happened. This is good progress!

3. video game progress



The latest FFXIV raid has made me want to replay the Bastok Rank 6-10 missions, so before dinner I logged into my Amalberga, my documentation alt who happens to be from Bastok and has completed up to rank 5. I did read the wiki for the 6-1 mission, and I probably could have done it at her level, but it would have been dicey, as she was only level 82 (cap is 99). So I took her Trusts out to Mount Zaylom to fight crabs and level up. She's now level 85, and I am barred from leveling up again with a genkai (limit breaker) quest. I need to farm 10 Kindred Crest's (easy, I probably have them already!) and 5 merit points. I have no merit points currently, so that will mean more EXPing against crabs.

After dinner, I streamed on Siofra. We're in the midst of the Wings of the Goddess expansion, and just finished the 5th set of the Windurst path questline. There was a battle that gave me some trouble. It's meant to be done with real players, and you can bring a whole 18-person alliance if you wish. I was doing it with Trusts (computer controlled NPCs) and they are pretty dumb, in that they won't attack until I swing my staff at an enemy. I'm a MAGE, folks. I get aggro usually by spellcasting. But nope the Trusts just stand there going "durr..." unless I do a physical attack. It's one of the few things that annoy me about the game.

Anyway. First attempt, I tried picking off the enemies one by one. Not good, the wards were defeated and I lost. Second attempt, I tried doing Diaga to grab all enemies at once, which allows for better fighting by the blasted Trusts, but the wards still fell.

The wards have an HP pool. I am a White Mage. The obvious thing is to cast Cure on them, but that doesn't work--they are immune to Cure spells. However, Dancer's Curing Waltz will heal them! So I changed my subjob from /SCH to /DNC, did a few macro changes, and tried again. This time I won!

Unfortunately, I only had oomph for a 2 hour stream. Because FFXI is unvoiced, I do a LOT of "voice acting" by reading lines. I am not an actor, but I try my best. It's exhausting though, trying to perform. So I opted to quit for the night when [personal profile] jillwise who was watching had to leave.

My FFXI anniversary was on April 25th: I first stepped into Vana'diel on that day in 2009. SEVENTEEN YEARS AGO. Where has the time gone? And how cool that the game is STILL up and running so I can enjoy it. But when I realized just how long it's been, I nearly crumbled into dust.

And now, BEDTIME! (Prompto: "Soft sheets, baby!")
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Whoops I forgot to do this yesterday, so here's my answers now:

1. one creative thing I did today on Thursday



I worked on a Divine Hat, hoping to finish it for a Nerdopolis challenge. I could have finished it in time had I stuck with it, but I changed projects because I really wanted to fill the Love What You Do challenge, where teams pick their own themes.

I started a knitting pattern for the challenge, but this was pretty late in the afternoon, and it soon became apparent I wouldn't finish in time. So back to crochet I went, where I freehanded a pocket tissue cozy. It's not great, but it's recognizable for what it is, so hey! And I got to fulfill the challenge, which made me happy!

Here's my write-up for my submission:

Co-op’s theme this month is Favorite Streamer. Mine is Colin Ryan, who along with being a Final Fantasy XIV streamer, also happens to be the English voice of Alphinaud in the game! Colin’s streams are fun, wholesome, and chill, and I just adore watching his reactions as he experiences the full breadth of the game’s story for the first time.

Players in FFXIV are referred to in the game as the Warrior of Light. The WoL has a special ability called the Echo, which allows them to glimpse scenes from people’s pasts. When the Echo kicks in, the Warrior holds their hand up to their face, as if experiencing a sudden headache, and squints in pain. Well, when Colin first saw the Echo, he thought his character was sneezing! Henceforth, the Echo is called The Sneeze on his streams. In honor of this, I made a Pocket Tissue Cozy so I’d never be without my tissues should The Sneeze strike!

Team shout out for Nerd Cred: Colin is not only a streamer of FFXIV but an actual voice artist from it as well, and thus fits into my team’s scope! I can’t resist sharing this clip from his stream - here is Colin hearing himself in game for the first time. IT’S ADORABLE!



2. one thing I'm proud



I spent a large part of my afternoon listening to and supporting a friend. I'm not always the best at being a friend, so I definitely want to give myself a pat on the back for this one.

3. video game progress



I logged into Windy and did an alliance roulette on her. I got first Dawntrail raid AGAIN, for the second day in a row. I didn't mind all that much though, because it gave me a coin.

Windy's gear was at ilevel 745. She needs to be at least i755 to do the new patch content. I had previously ran the 7.4 dungeon with Duty Support, which dropped casting body for her. SCORE! I also spent some of her meager stash of gil on the crafted SMN book - and since there was a pentamelded one up for just a bit more than the regular HQ ones, I opted for that one. Her wallet hurts, but that was a big help in her ilevel.

After running the raid, I looked at getting more tomestone gear for her. She already had Historia hands; I picked up a Historia necklace and ring, too, because I had enough Mathematics for them.

I had an inkling that augmenting some of the Historia would be enough--did I have enough coins? I DID! So I augmented the hands and choker, and that put me at exactly 755. So she's good for content!

If I have time, I might do some hunt trains or something on her to see if I can't get the newer tomestone gear (Historia is kinda outdated at this point), but I'm not going to worry too much if I can't.

3W4DW Day 5 Check-in

Apr. 29th, 2026 11:08 pm
althea_valara: A female Roegadyn from FFXIV, named Windy Storm. She's in the Red Mage gear and is smirking slightly. (Windy Storm)
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1. one creative thing I did today



I searched for patterns, started crocheting a hat, started crocheting a tissue pack cozy but ripped i out, attempted to start a knitted one, but decided no, I really wasn't in the mood to do that.

I had wanted to do some sprints today with the GYWO server but that didn't happen, alas.

2. one thing I'm proud of today



oof, this is hard today, because there's several things that happened today that I'm NOT proud of. But I survived, and I did take care of some tasks from the insomnia listy the other night, and that's good!

HOLY FRAK I JUST REMEMBERED I NEED TO PAY MY STUDENT LOAN! The notice came when I was away dog-sitting, and I didn't want to do financial transactions on mom's computer. Gonna go do it NOW. There, that's something to be proud of - I remembered and followed through.

3. video game progress



Logged into Windy to check her iLVL in FFXIV, and obtained two new pieces of gear for her: one from the patch 7.4 dungeon which I ran with Duty Support, and I also bought the latest SMN crafted book, pentamelded because the price was only a bit more than non-penta. She is still about 3 iLVLs short of doing MSQ/new raid, so I'll work on getting those tomorrow.

on a lighter note, have a meme

Apr. 29th, 2026 04:58 pm
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[personal profile] goodbyebird suggested this meme at [community profile] 3weeks4dreamwidth and it sounded fun, if challenging for me, because, well:

Put your mp3 player/phone/streaming collection on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results.


Folks, I mostly listen to Final Fantasy music, which is largely instrumental! I don't think writing 20 lines of "Doo doo doo doo DOOO doo, doo-doo-doo doo doo doo doo doo" would make a good poem. Still, I wanted to give this a try, so I did the following:

1. Have iTunes set to Autoplay, which is its default mode now.
2. Play songs until one with lyrics played.
3. Write down the first line, if it was the first time the song appeared.
4. Write down the part of the refrain, if it was the second time the song appeared.

I did take some liberties now and then. Technically, the songs from NieR: Automata (which I have not played but listened to, thanks to FFXIV) do have lyrics but they have made-up lyrics, so I opted to skip over those. I also opted for a full phrase on many songs because I thought it made more impact. For "Wayward Daughter" I chose the first line in English. Finally, I limited it to 10 songs because they were starting to get repetitive.

Here's the result:

  1. Seeking the peace of reason ("Locus" - FFXIV: Heavensward)

  2. Westward lies bleed t'ward the east ("Wayward Daughter" - FFXIV: Stormblood)

  3. Staring at death, I take a breath, there's nothing left ("Oblivion - Never Let It Go Version" - FFXIV arrangement albums]

  4. Specie tua tantum carnem adme omnes habet cultum. [Through you alone there will be worship.] ("Apocalypsis Aquarius" - FFXV)

  5. For whom weeps the storm / Her tears on our skin / The days of our years gone / Our souls soaked in sin / These memories ache with the weight of tomorrow ("Shadowbringers", FFXIV: Shadowbringers)

  6. Wanting, I lie / Too weary to die / Too lost to the ice for saving / My sins claim me, untame me ("Return to Oblivion" - FFXIV: Shadowbringers)

  7. Beneath the gazing stars / Vales deep and forests dark / Betrayed by loyal hands, Her wrath stirred ("Heavensward", from the FFXIV expac of the same name)

  8. Let go this destiny, you're caught in a trance / Ever marking time inside a dream, no sign of advance ("Band: Locus" - FFXIV arrangment albums)

  9. The road that we walk / Is lost in the flood / Here proud angels bathe in / Their wages of blood / At this, the world's end, do we cast off tomorrow ("Insatiable", FFXIV:Shadowbringers)

  10. These voices screaming to let it go (never let go) / This time I'm screaming back no no no (go on say no) / My mind's made up, yeah my fear is gone (Where have you gone?) / Open my eyes now here I come, oblivion ("Oblivion - Never Let It Go Version" - FFXIV arrangement albums]


LOTS OF FFXIV. But yeah, the soundtracks that I own are mostly FFXIV soundtracks, so that's what iTunes thinks I want to hear.

This is the full list of songs that played, minus one from Animal Crossing that was thrown at me that I didn't include because I don't play Animal Crossing. So, 25 songs (including the Animal Crossing) one to get my 10 lines, and some of those ten songs were duplicates.

Full listLocus [FFXIV: Heavensward]
Westward Tide [FFXIV: Stormblood]
Wayward Daughter [FFXIV: Stormblood]
Home Sweet Home [Final Fantasy XV: Episode Prompto]
City Ruins - Rays of Light [from NieR: Automata, but also FFXIV: Shadowbringers)
Oblivion - Never Let It Go Version [Final Fantasy XIV: Heavensward]
No Risk, No Reward [FFXVI, arrangement by Husky by the Geek]
Battle Theme (FFX)
"Apocalypsis Aquarius" [FFXV]
"Rolanberry Fields" [FFXI, arranged by the Nanaa Mihgo's]
"Crimson Sunset (Piano)" [FFXIV: Stormblood]
Shadowbringers [FFXIV, from expac of same name]
The Sanctuary of Zi'TaH [FFXI]
Song of the Ancients (Atonement) [NieR: Automata, but also FFXIV: Shadowbringers]
Piano: Serenity [FFXIV: A Realm Reborn]
Band: Locus [FFXIV arrangment albums]
Paradigm Shift [FFXII-2]
Largo from "Winter" The Seaosns [recorded by Arnie Roth playing violin]
On Windy Meadows [FFXIV Version 1.0 Limsa Lominsa area theme]
Noctis [FFXV - such a sweet song, I adore it]
Ink Long Dry: Piano [FFXIV, played by Keiko]
Insatiable [FFXIV: Shadowbringers]
Selbina [FFXI]
FFI: Chaos Temple [Arranged by Fantasy Reborn]


In a nutshell: Final Fantasy music is good! If you want to give it a try, you can find the Square Enix Music Channel on YouTube. There's also a lot of songs on iTunes and Spotify!

3W4DW Day 4 Check-in: PATCH DAY!!

Apr. 29th, 2026 08:43 am
althea_valara: Icon of Althea Valara, my main character from Final Fantasy XIV. (Althea Valara)
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So lately I've been going to bed between 9pm and 10pm, partially due to Dog, partially out of boredom or tiredness. This means I have ALSO been getting up early. Well, last night I stayed up until past 11pm, doing the new Main Scenario Quests in Final Fantasy XIV, which meant I was TIRED when finished and went straight to bed rather than post this.

1. one creative thing I did today



Nada, it's patch day! Okay, I did answer one question on Ravelry. But I didn't do any creative work myself because I didn't have time. I'm fine with this.

2. one thing I'm proud of today



Well. I had intended to get up early and do the Alliance Raid before starting work, but then I didn't sleep well and got up later than intended. I considered doing the raid anyway, because I *do* set my own hours and thus they are flexible, but I thought, "Wouldn't you feel better doing the raid after having gotten some work done, so raid is now a reward?" So I chose to do work first. I'm pretty pleased with myself for having done so.

3. video game progress



PATCH DAY PATCH DAY PATCH DAY!!!! I did indeed do the Alliance Raid in the afternoon, and then MSQ after dinner. I had fun with both, but think I enjoyed the raid more (though MSQ's trial was FUN). This is not to say MSQ was bad! Just that the raid hit more of my pleasure centers from being a former FFXI player in its heyday.

I must link this tumblr post, which [personal profile] lassarina shared with us. It's about the recent keynote, not the patch:

Yoshi P should bring back Alaimbert of the Spiked Butt as a boss and give him a move called Butt Slider so he can say to fans: "Well? This is what you asked for, right?"

--verodynamix on tumblr


I wheezed laughing at that!

And now, SPOILER TIME! Here's my notes and reactions from the patch.

First up, alliance raid. This is very detailed, listing the bosses you face and some of their moves, so SPOILERS AHOY!

Alliance Raid SPOILERS
Alliance Raid clear! I rolled 99 on minion, whee!

first boss is Shantotto - There is no trash before her. She is quite formidable, as one might expect. I didn't recognize the music but I'm guessing it's from A Shantotto Ascension, an add-on scenario. I was tripped up by two mechs. First, she puts BLM's uh, sigil thingy they stand in, all over the arena. You need to dart into the one she's in and then follow her to other ones quickly. I didn't realize this at first and died. Also died twice to a move that I thought was a symbol that meant action was happening ON ME to the ENTIRE RAID, but I think everyone sees it on themselves? It's a wind move. Before she does it, she days a Tremor or Quake move that juts out pieces of the arena, you have to go in an alcove so you don't get blown away. This really confused me and I panicked first time and just stood there because it looked like it would affect EVERYONE and I didn't know the safe place to stand, if that makes sense. I finally got it after getting blown off a second time. Lots of deaths in this one, and I basically floor tanked.

next is Aht Urghan: BESIEGED!!! I was squeeing because I loved Besieged back in the day. It's a server-wide battle people can join and fight in. This is just a series of trash, but harder than normal trash.

then you get transported to Nzyul Isle and face Alexander, the boss of the Treasures of Aht Urhgan expac, leading someone to say "HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO KILL YOU?" hahaha. I felt most of the moves for him were self-explanatory, just had difficulty DOING them. Wifh practice I should do better.

Next up is the Ru'met Gardens area where first you have some trash, but again, a little more difficult. There are pot-like enemies (not magic pots, more like obelisks I guess but we always called them pots). They have eye-like symbols painted on them, and just like FFXI, will do an attack in the direction they're gazing, so stay out of the AoEs,. I'd focus on them first. They're a Ae'ryn (SP?) add too, but that is not that bad. The pots are worse.

next boss is Promathia, the final boss of the Chains of Promathia expansion. - During the middle of this fight, you're transported/shifted to Promyvions, a dark creepy area. You will be fighting adds named Memory Receptacles. They do a move called Empty Seed, a knockback that you need to position yourself so you end up in one of the four corner walls. Besides that, this fight has a LOT of dodging, so stay nimble

last boss Phase 1 is Shinryu. Unfortunately, I had technically difficulties and blackscreened after the CS, so I missed the phase 1 fight (I had to crash the game and get back in). 🙁 I did make it back for second half! I won't spoil transition cutscene or final form, but again, there is a lot of dodging, and I think some moves will feel a little familiar.

I would be happy to go again with anyone who wants company ❤️

OMG I GOT CASTING HANDS TOO!! I had some RDMs in the party so I didn't expect to get it, with my poor roll. but yay!

also the cutscenes are gorgeous


And here's some reactions to MSQ:

MSQ reactions! SPOILERS!
first quest, bit of snark: man am I glad my glam is the Isle Explorer's outfit with the backpack so that when I retrieved the key, I could pretend I was pulling it out of the backpack and not my ass

still first quest: okay, what's with the dirt on Tataru's nose? It was immediately noticiable to me. guess I play more and see if they explain it!

second quest: dungeon already? okay then

post dungeon, on moon - livingway: "I don't foresee any major problems." gate: ROAR!!! Livingway: "Oh. Nope. We're doomed." I laughed very much at her delivery of that

unlocked trial, MUSIC TIME!!!! <3!!. Also, I chose the "no time to explain!" answer to Zero's "What are you doing here?" and she said "Leave it to you to state the obvious." and I laughed at that, too. I knew we'd see her again, but glad we ARE, because I missed her

whaaaat, why is queue 30 minutes? I expected a fast queue, but I guess everyone's hitting it at the same time and clogging the servers, boo

trial over: that was fun, and I don't think I died once, YAY!


I might natter more about it later, but right now I have to get ready for gym with mom.

Friday Five: Dating Yourself Edition

Apr. 29th, 2026 09:08 am
ofearthandstars: A single tree underneath the stars (Default)
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Getting to [community profile] thefridayfive late this week:

1. What decade did you attend/are you attending high school or college?
Mid-90s through early 2000s.

2. What clothing fashion from that time are you glad/do you wish went out of style?
Babydoll dresses. Every once in a great while I miss grunge before remembering that some folks just showed up dirty. Also there are far fewer folks wearing black lipstick these days.

3. Do you still listen to the music from your high school/college years on a regular basis?
Sometimes I spool up 90s songs at the gym or in the car, but mostly I find it playing in public spaces. Hearing "Sex and Candy" at the grocery store (the original or as a Muzak version) or NIN's "Closer" while at physical therapy have been a little disconcerting.

4. What hairstyle/hair color did/do you wear during high school/college?
In high school I pretty much wore my natural hair color, probably fried a little with Sun-In because we were not a family that could afford salon highlights. In college, I probably went through 20 different hairstyles, from long to bob to pixie. I tried the Rachel but on me it just looked like bad layering. Also my hair color went from bright blonde to deep auburn to dark black. An old acquaintance once joked that I would change my hair after every major life decision, and she wasn't wrong. It may have been my way of trying to combat the depression I was in.

5. What was/is "the cool thing to do" while in high school/college?
Gods, I have no clue what this would be, I was a social outcast. I came of age in a podunk area and being an outsider to them, wasn't able to fit in anywhere. I spent a lot of high school lunches hiding in my teachers' rooms as the cafeteria was brutal. I had my first child early in college/at age 19, which is an entirely different story unto itself, so I didn't have a typical experience there, either. That said, that is the age in which I discovered Livejournal, and met several lifelong friends. ♥

estirose: A girl walks. (Girl Walking - Fatal Frame III)
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Trying to veer away from spoilery stuff but with enough detail that I won't forget:

So the Camera Obscura in Fatal Frame 2 remake is no longer a combo of "raise camera, maybe change film, take picture". You can now use several different filters, and if you have set up the camera, change your focus and zoom.

There is a new scripted fight towards the end of Chapter 4 where you have to take out a ghost that's threatening Mayu while you can't get to her (easily). You have to have the zoom function to take out the ghost, and also remember how to use the zoom function. On the Steam Deck and similar Xbox-like controllers, that is "hold Y, Dpad up/down".

(I'm pretty sure said scripted fight was in a different place in the same room in prior versions of the game, where you still need to fight off a ghost that goes after her, but I don't have to remember which key does what!)
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